overwelmed

September 26, 2008

by everything.

not only the news…. and things beyond me in the big bad world that I can’t possibly understand try as I might… but simple things too

and 

then there is the fact that I don’t ask for help.

…. in my job, in my personal life, with everything. I know how to take care of myself but I don’t.

Its very frustrating.

I take on too many responsabilities and I self depericate when I can’t keep up.

Gravity feels so heavy today.

keepin’ up with it

September 23, 2008

A couple things I thought about a lot today.

I’m intense.

I love ferociously.

I have a hard time hiding either.